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| 09:53pm 10/05/2005 |
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Well... I lied about that post being my last. This one is. I wanted to see what people remembered about me, so i dragged this back. I'm opening my LJ for all to comment, I just ask that you leave your name. And number if you're a hot chick ;)
If you read this, even if i don't speak to you often, you must post a memory of me. It can be anything you want, it can be good or bad, just so long as it happened.
Give me something to remember you by. |
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| Live the way you want to. It's your life. |
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| 11:36pm 04/05/2005 |
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I think I'm moving on from the livejournal world. I've grown out of writing in this. There's only so much you can write in this thing. The only news for me right now is that I'm definitely going to the tech for an associates in CIS (computer information systems). I plan on applying to a college after the tech that has a game design major. Probably Champlain. But other than that, there's nothing else new to talk about.
I am gone like the wind. |
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| 10:20pm 29/04/2005 |
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Hmm... I haven't updated in a while. I haven't really felt like writing in this thing.... Whatever.
I got into the Tech. I called them today to see what the status of my application was and they said "Hm... let's see if there's a result there. Yep... you've been accepted into the CIS (computer information systems) program. Awesome. Western New England College has given me a grand total of over $13,000. But i still need to come up with about $19,000. Bleh.... I'm leaning more towards the tech. I don't really want to go to a school and not know anyone. I don't want another Brady. When I came to Brady, i didn't know anyone. Well... I knew Ben, but i didn't really want to. He's a douchebag. The first couple weeks were so shitty. Longest days of my life. I was nearing "kill-myself" depressed. Then i met some people and made some friends and things got better. But I never want to feel that way again. Anger I can deal with, I'd rather be happy, but i can deal with most other emotions, but depression is just plain shit. I don't want that again.
But yeah... I'll probably take the tech and go from there onto a school with a Game design major. Probably Champlain if they'll accept me. I would love that.
Filming is harder than I thought it would be when we actually have to act. It took us about 48 takes to film 2 scenes that took place in the same room. AND it took us 4 hours to get roughly 6 minutes of anything worth something. But whatever, it was fun nonetheless. |
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| 10:48pm 22/04/2005 |
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I GOT INTO WESTERN NEW ENGLAND COLLEGE!! AND THEY LUNATICS GAVE ME A
$8200 SCHOLARSHIP AS LONG AS I MAINTAIN A 2.7 GPA WHILE I'M THERE!!!
YAY!! |
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| What a mess our lives turned out to be. It was at its best when you and I were only three |
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| 09:37pm 19/04/2005 |
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Today was frackin' awesome.
So during the day, for some reason, I was in an awesome mood. Even English couldn't get me down. Study hall was pretty sweet, even though i found out I forgot my wallet (I owe Jess $4). I was stoked. Then, after school, I went with Nanny and Maggy to Dunkin' Donuts and the post office. That was pretty fun. I got a Lemonade Coolata and 2 everything bagles. (I owe Nanny like $3). Then I came back to school and played some ultimate frisbee with some freshmen. I hung out with Michelle at the picnic table after that. That was nice. Then, after she left, I chilled with Nate for the afternoon. We hung out and talked about some people we know and womens we would do. Holmes dropped by and we took off to Dominoes. We ordered our food and went next door to Cumberland Farms and bought some drinks. I asked the guy behind the counter if we could have a few cups. The douche hat said that we would have to buy them even if nothing is in them. What lameness. How stupid. So we went back to Dominoes and asked for cups. They gave them too us, but definitely thought we were stoned. Which it probably seemed. Then we came back, ate the pizza, and went into the gym to chill out before the show. Once the show started, it was awesomeness. With the exception of SM Dunphy. His singing could've been better. And Jess Biron should leave the singing to her sister. I coulda sworn her talent was eating. But I guess I was wrong. And Nate Magee did a kickass rap, Sanus played, and October Sons played. It was awesome. I got rocked so hard that after the show, my left nostril started bleeding. Then I came home. True story. |
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| Waste of time, waste of space, waste of people saving face. |
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| 10:53pm 18/04/2005 |
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mood:  this face has white eyes... music: "Walter Finch" by Theory of Regret
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Waste of time
Waste of space
Wasted people saving face
Making babies
Making out
Make it all, I'll scream and shout
Loved it once
Loved again
Loving everything I am
Going nowhere
Going fast
ask me twice, I'll kick your ass
Losing hope
and Losing sleep
Lost a love I'd rather keep
Calling cards
Calling home
Calling someone, they're not home
Waste of time
Waste of space
Wasted my life saving face.
I think it's terrible, but it just popped into my head. Tell me what you truly think. If you hate it, let me know. If you like it, tell me so.
Ok... Time for the entry:
I wanted to punch Aimee in the face today with a roll of quarters. She was so fucking annoying in physics. She kept arguing with Connor about who was more mature, Connor or Ceal. So I asked if it really mattered, and she said no, bitched me out, then went back to arguing. I wanted to drop the pimp hand on her narrow ass. Then I fell asleep in music. We're learning about The Who, and i totally dont want to fall asleep in that class. The Who are awesome. But on the way out, I walked into the wall by accident. Then i worked my bum off. Meagan was really really happy. It was crazy. I think this is the happiest i've seen her since at least before she and Griffin started going out. Actually, I think it was back when her and Joe were going out. She was happy then. It was nice.
I couldn't find out how The Who got that name. I'm sad. I wanted to find that one so bad. I heard a rumor about it though, so I might use that. But i did find real facts.
Mr. Maguire came into work. He's the Director of Produce for the entire Market Basket/Damoula's grocery chain. Top fucking notch produce guy. I think he gave Steve Brown some shit, but I don't think it was too bad. He kinda made me nervous. But not really since he didn't actually talk to me. He's not as scary as Mr. Manicello. That guy looks like he's in the mafia, carries a gun under his coat, and/or eats people. He's a really big guy. He's another one of Mr. Davis's bosses. But I think Manicello is the district Manager.
Anyway... I want to go to the Variety show tomorrow, but my dearest mother never gave me a solid answer. I wish I had a car that I could drive myself home with. Then I wouldn't have to keep borrowing my mom's car to go places. Even though they don't let me 1/2 the time. I'm trying to borrow it to go to the charity show this weekend which i totally got off from work for. She hasn't yet decided. I really want to borrow it too. It makes things so much simpler.
And this above all, to thine own self be true
Hamlet would be so much better if it weren't with Damour.... I actually liked Hamlet before we started it in class. And i fell asleep during it today and I was supposed to be reading the part of Horatio. |
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| 09:11pm 17/04/2005 |
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Operation Find-Ian-A-Prom-Date is a success. Adam came into work to confirm whether or not I'll take Priscilla. And i agreed. Yay for Ian having a date to prom. That's one monkey off my back. Now i need to get the rest of the herd off. |
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| Just keep your head up and think for yourself |
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| 10:51pm 16/04/2005 |
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Today was fun (meh). I woke up, didn't feel quite right, so i stayed home from the SPCA and slept a bit more. Then I watched Best Men. That movie is awesome. It has Sean Patrick Flanery from Boondock Saints. If you don't know what Best Men is about, I'll tell you. It's about a group of guys, one of which just got out of prison and is getting married the same day. They drive into town where they stop off at a bank, where Sean Patrick Flanery goes in to make a withdrawal (AKA rob the place). The others drive on, but wonder what's taking so long, so they end up going back to the bank. When they walk in, they see Flanery robbing the place and end up getting involved. BTW, Flanery's character is a bank robber known as "Hamlet" for his tendency to quote Shakespear, mainly Hamlet, while he robs banks. I found it to be damn cool sounding when he does it. Everything he quotes has something to do with the situation at hand, making him the coolest bank robber ever. He's even better than John Travolta in Swordfish. It's awesome. Long story short, there's a standoff between the cops and the guys, then the FBI takes over for the cops. It's an amazing movie and I'm going to buy it so people can watch it.
Then I went to work. GAH i hate work sometimes. Today was just plain long. And I had to put the bananas under the displays. 38 boxes of bananas. Each about 30 lbs. That's 1140 lbs. Over 1/2 a ton. And I did the math on one of the carts of potatoes that i brought out. 28 bags of potatoes, each bag weighs 10 lbs. 280 lbs on one cart. But I found the greatest news stories ever. I'll show them to you if you ask. |
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| 06:21pm 15/04/2005 |
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mood:  Fucking Awesome music: "Come on Ilene"
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Today was a good day.
We finished The Godfather in film class. Best ending ever. Michael Corleone is one badass motherfucker. On the day his godson gets baptized, WHILE his godson is getting baptized, he has the heads of the 5 families terminated. It was awesome.
Then Study. Then during break, i was hanging out with Michelle and some girl comes up to me and says "hey, did you drop $5?" I say "yes" with an obvious overemphasis meaning it wasnt mine. She says "I don't really care, I don't want it" and gives it to me. Sweetness times a million.
Writing Skills is getting gay. Delfausse yells at me a lot now compared to the beginning of the year.
Physics was nondescript
After physics, I went with robyn and ringo over to ringo's house where we pretty much marathon gamed with Dave, Dave, Abby, Christine, Tim, Vomacka, and some girl Tim brought for 15 minutes. Although she pretty much sat there and watched us swear at each other when we got killed in Halo 2. Also, Robyn held Sketch's wang as he peed. It was so funny. She didn't aim it, or even look at it. So he ended up pissing everywhere, including on his sock. It was pretty funny.
My parents picked me up at 5 and brought me to market basket so I could pick up my check. $160. Too bad all of it has to go to my dad to pay for the car accident and my license renewal.
That's my day in a nutshell. |
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| 11:07pm 13/04/2005 |
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Mrs Damour is sensing a lot of sarcasm from Tim and myself. It's good to know that her senses still work properly.
She says "I'm sensing a lot of sarcasm from the 2 of you towards me. And I really don't know where it's coming from or why. I don't have a problem with either of you, so I don't know why you seem to have a problem with me."
For starters, you're a complete fucking idiot. Head of the Bishop Brady english department and you don't know that by calling a person dense means you're calling them stupid. Good coverup story. You've got everyone hoodwinked into believing it.
And while I'm on the rant of Mrs Damour's shortcomings, Oedipus is pronounced "Ed-a-pus" not "Ee-di-pus". And a lot of other words she pronounces are completely off. And political correctness is a retarded idea. The conflicts, in the books, are: Man vs Man, Man vs Machine, Man vs Group, Man vs. God, Man vs. Nature, and Man vs. Self.
Stop sucking. |
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| 10:00pm 09/04/2005 |
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So I was breaking down the vegetables today and I got to thinking. About some people I know.
Two guys I know, who have been friends since they were fairly young, don't talk anymore. Why, you might ask? Over a girl. I find myself, as a third party observer, having to side with one of these two guys. We'll call this guy Mada. He believes that the other guy, who we'll call Nayr, is being a total dick over this girl. All he really cares about is himself and getting some ass. Problem is, he won't get any from this girl but he's oblivious to that fact.
Now I'm involved with this little situation, mainly because Nayr isnt just being a dick to Mada, he's also being one to myself. The following incident happened not too long ago. Thursday, I think. I'm outside playing Frisbee. I decide to skip the frisbee over a crowd of people sitting on the benches. The disk bounces as expected, but drops at the last minute hitting the girl in the back. I come over to get the disk, and she says "Ian, you suck at life". Oh, yeah, this is after I apologized to her. So my response, which is far from being abnormal to that statement, is "You suck at dick". To this Nayr starts being a douche hat by demanding I apologize. I say "I don't give a shit." And he says that he does. Whoopdy-fucking-doo. I reply "I don't care if you care either." Who's wrong in this situation? Me for being the asshole that I've always been? Or him for speaking up and being a fucktard when it really had nothing to do with him at all?
There's a little saying that is well known among the youth of today. "Bros before Hoes." This dumbfuck should remeber that saying because not only has he pretty much pissed off his best friend, but more than one of his other friends. I forgot to add, this girl is the same girl he's gone out with numerous times in the past and is also Mada's ex too. A pretty fucked up situation, if you ask me.
So remember kids, Bros before Hoes. Because if you put your dick before your friends, you're a sorry person indeed.
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| 09:44pm 07/04/2005 |
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Today was excellent. I ran for President of the Universe and WON!!! Just kidding, but that would be awesome. I think I'm nominated for Vice-King of the Universe anyway....
So about my day. We started watching The Godfather in Film. Great movie. Then I hung out with Michelle during break. English was ridiculous. She decides to give us a pop quiz... then 15 minutes beforehand to study for it... then made it open book.... The test consisted of 5 true/false questions and 5 vocab questions. And she was confused as to how we could've all aced it. What an idiot. We even aced the 5 question multiple choice worksheet she gave out after. Then she decided to pop in a movie about Hamlet with only 5 minutes left in class. God she's in idiot. And she's going on the class trip with us. Mrs Damour... white water rafting... I smell an "accident" on the river. ;)
Then study hall... yeah... it was study hall.
Then Physics... We re-tested our bridge. It almost held Julie. But then it broke. :-\ Here are the pictures:
( The Bridge )
Then we took a quiz on the Beatles in music app. Followed by bullshit with the sub for writing.
Then i went to work where I drilled the knob of my hat into my skull with a tray because I forgot I was wearing the hat when i went to hit myself with a tray. I'm an idiot. I'll survive. The intelligent die off before the stupid. |
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| 08:12pm 06/04/2005 |
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Stolen from Tasha, who stole it from Christianna
first job: Market Basket
first screen name: shillyshally182
first self-purchased album: green day - nimrod
first pets: Sam
last big car ride: I don't remember. Probably a boy scout camping trip or something
last real kiss: early february
last movie seen: Final Cut
last movie seen in a theatre: Meet the Fockers
last beverage drank: Milk
last food consumed: Steak dinner
last phone call: I dont remember
last smell: huh?
last TV show watched: Futurama
last shoes worn: shitty brown school ones
last CD played: Throne
last item bought: lunch
last cigarette: n/a
last book read: Shadow Puppets
last time showered: this morning
last words spoken: "yeah"
last sleep: ride to school
last IM: Michelle
last time wanting to die: couple months ago
last time dancing: probably in my kitchen for no apparent reason not too long ago... |
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| 07:12pm 05/04/2005 |
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I got my license renewed today. The picture is so ugly. I had put my hair up and it looks so bad.
I think I'm going to start working out. I need to go to a gym and run on a treadmill, but i don't know where the nearest gym is. I'll have to get checking in to that. Maybe I'll join 1 in Concord or something. Unless there's one already here in Franklin.
I applied to Western New England today. For some reason, my parents are against paying for ANYTHING online. Even a fucking college app. So I have to mail them a check for $50.
I lost my Trig stuff. What the shit.... Now I can't do my work. And I was actually going to start doing it again.
Film is the best class ever. Ever. Enough said. |
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| The show.... Part 2 :) |
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| 12:31pm 02/04/2005 |
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mood:  A lil bit sleepyish music: "Thanksgiving Anniversary" by Difference 88
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Hokay, so we went to meet Erin at the Park and Ride at exit 17. Then she followed us to Taco Bell, which gave me indigestion for a little bit. Those tacos tasted so good though. Then we went to Nashua. There's a bunch of driving story stuff that I don't really feel like telling because that would involve too much effort on my part. And I can't remember 1/2 of them. So anyway, we got to the parking garage near drifters where there were a bunch of cars that look like they havent left the garage for years. They were so covered in dust.... Some of the girls wrote their names on them and i spit on one. Then we went inside. We found out that there were 3 or 4 more bands than we thought. And not all of them struck me as being that good. But I moshed with Dala and a few guys that were much bigger than Dala.
Dala is a very skinny guy that works in the Market Basket bakery. This would lead to being not very good in a mosh pit. Anyway, back to the story.
There was this freakin' huge guy in the mosh pit. Looked much like someone from a hardcore band. As it turns out, he plays guitar in one of the bands there. But it wasn't a hardcore band. I got all disappointed. But yeah. So we're moshing with him and the rest of his band, who were all smaller than him, but not by much. Before I went in, i gave all my stuff to Meagan so that it wouldn't break. Dala's watch broke in it. He also took a shot to the ear. Me and some guy collided heads. Like.... Head to temple. His head, my temple. It hurt like a biatch.
Blah blah blah.
Then Difference 88 came on. They were excellent. I took a bunch of pictures for Tasha and Meagan because they're really short and the guys in front of them were taller than them. I tried to get a picture of Griffin and Brian playing facing eachother, but I wasn't fast enough. Damn them for not playing like that longer....
Then tHrOnE came on. They're pretty good. A little wierd. They're a 3 piece band.... with 4 instruments. The lead singer on bass, the drummer, the backup vocals with guitar AND keyboard. (He didn't play them at the same time). I bought both of their CDs. And I got both D88 CDs. We had to leave early during Throne because it was past 1130 and most of us had to wake up early today. So then I got home, had to take a huge poo because i didnt want to use the toilet at Drifters. I made the mistake of lifting the seat to piss and saw some nasty splashback. yellow, brown, black, red.
So i got home, pooed, then went to sleep. Then i got to wake up at 6! FUN! Cleaned catshit from 8-10, then pretty much came home. My parents stopped at the home show(?) and i stayed in the car to sleep. Then we came home and here I am... waiting for the time to get ready for work... which is right now... so.... good bye.
So breathe deep because I'm asking you to stay with me |
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| I wonder what the world would say if a tragedy befell small town NH? |
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| 04:06pm 01/04/2005 |
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Right now... I'm at Meagan's hanging out with her and Kirby. Kirby is Meagan's friend. We're just chillin' here right now. We'll be going to meet Erin in a little bit, then headed off to the Difference88 show in Nashua. I'm stoked.
I really don't have much to say right now. I dunno... This is kind of a pointless post.
So here's the scoop for the film project currently. We're making a fake documentary on the supernatural. Like... ghosts and aliens and shit. It's gonna be fucking awesome.
I really don't have anything else to say... so yeah... whatever.
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